Inner Journey With Creator

We are on an Inner Journey with Creator - Yahweh.  When we meet alone with Creator love is poured out over us again and again.  We are made in the image of Creator Yahweh, do we stumble - Yes!, Do we fear - Yes!  Do we keep going back to our past - Yes!

But Creator is with us on this journey to heal the brokenness in us.  To bring out the best in us for our purpose to be fulfilled.

The closer we get to our purpose, the greater the resistance and frequency of tests.  When it seems as if all hell breaks loose, and we keep pressing forward, we are about to go through a very important door to our purpose.

If you’ve never been tested severely, you do not have a great future in front of you.  Sometimes we think the struggles we go through are from the enemy, we give way too much credit to the enemy.   Creator does tests us, this is where we need to ask, what is my lesson in these circumstances or in this test. How is your reactions in these tests?  

Is Creator clearing in your heart hidden motives, insecurities.   and is  Creator saying:  I need to test you, at  another whole level.   If I’m going to give you this place of authority and influence that will affect many people, I need to check you out from the heart. (Dale Mast quote)

I have been tested by Creator “where is your heart before I let you go on this heart of United States assignment”  Creator brought up things in my life that I thought I was ok with,  I needed to repent for many words, actions, thoughts, forgiveness before I could even go on this assignment.  Then the next assignment was the heart of England and Wales.  

Every assignment Creator sends me on I’ve learned to check my heart, check my teammates hearts.  

What is the lesson that Your Heart is telling you.  You know our bodies contain memories, that means our heart contains memories, in our inner journey with Creator we need to heal our spirit, mind and body.  

I now have a repentance chair!!!  Just saying pick your chair to repent in.

When you have bitterness with unforgivness it effects our bodies and effects us mentality.  Bitterness is fellowshipping with the devil over your past.  Yes, whenever you become bitter you’re looking at something in your past that you feel hijacked.  Your dreams and you are using it as an excuse not to go forward and instead of you having faith beyond it in passing the test - you’re mad because it came into your life and literally when you become bitter you’re actually giving the enemy the high hand over your future.  You’ve not looked at it correctly.

Unforgiveness is the prolonged, emotional state of holding a grudge, nursing resentment, and refusing to let go of hurt after an offense. It involves constantly replaying past pain, leading to bitterness and a desire for revenge. It is essentially choosing to remain shackled to past transgressions.

I had a previous leader that I would now say, I had an unhealthy soul tie, or what we call codependency. 

My husband recognized the situation we were in and God revealed to him what both him and I must do. We set a strict boundary.

Sometimes when you set a boundary with someone that you have codependency with, all hell breaks out.  Took me over a year to even start the process of not holding a grudge, of being tormented in my mind, to what I should of said, and forgiving myself for these thoughts.  This a very deep stronghold that kept tormenting me and I could not get rid of it on my own.  The battlefield of the mind is deep sometimes.  My lesson’s were: I asked for help from others,  I learned to forgive, I learned what not to do as a leader and I learned to move forward in learning more about inner healing, deliverance and deeper spiritual warfare. 

I also learned how to heal the deep part of me from having an orphan spirit.  This took many years for me to become deeply healed.  Healing can be many layers when you have been deeply wounded.

When you struggle with any addictions, alcohol, drugs, food (sugar ex) media, YouTube, fb, relationships etc and you alone can not break off the stronghold, you need to ask Jesus this:  Jesus I need you to fight this spirit of ex(alcohol) for me - cause I can’t. Creator will help you to get free.

Duane Garvais Lawrence testimony. 

 Richard Twiss testimony (how I remember him telling us) after two believers picked him up in a car when he was high on mushrooms and told him about Jesus. He was let out of the car and went to a secluded place became paranoid with the experience he was having with the drugs (overdose) and ask: Jesus the one these believers talked about if you are real - heal me of these drugs.

He was healed by the touch of Jesus.

Richard was a mighty Lakota Warrior, who taught us how to worship Creator through our culture.  Richard, an author and educator whose goal was to integrate Native American traditional practices into Christianity along with wife Katherine.  He died in 2013 in Washington DC while at the National Prayer Breakfast.  

My Addictions: 

Jesus meets us where we are at, in our struggles and strongholds.  My addictions use to be alcohol when I was a teenager (partying every weekend) and into my 30’s drinking than more I should of, at social events. I finally got tired of hangovers and I decided not to drink that much anymore. I had to learn to know my limit. These days it is very rare that I drink.  

I never did marijuana because I always got h/a’s when I was around the smell of it (thank you Jesus). The addictions I have now are watching too much media, and eating wrong kind of foods that are not good for my body.  None of these have helped me to move forward but listening to Holy Spirit in guiding me how to overcome these and applying what I’ve learned to help me move forward.   I am able to fight better in these battles.  Setting limits on myself called moderation.

It is time for us to get new fresh visions for where Creator wants to take us further in our purpose.  A fresh vision actually causes you to think differently, step into new identity and actually to entertain greatness at another level. God created greatness in the DNA of every person.  When you help other people make their purpose, that becomes a greater joy and a completion of your own purpose.  (Dale Mast quote)

It is actually encouraging to  give life to other people.  We need to help others and encourage them into their purpose. We will come across all different types of people with maybe different religions or theory’s or maybe those who are just lost.  Are you willing to stop for the one?  It is not about bringing a religious Jesus to them so they can be like us, no it is about building relationship with them to build trust.  I can go many different places and see many different people who are not believers in Jesus but because He is in me and I carry His light I can speak to the one He points out to me and speak life into them.  I can say ‘this is what I see in you’. They can see the love of the Father in me sometimes more than what I can see in me.  It is time to be real.

We went to a live altar Mayan ruins in Guatemala City at the end of our trip. As we were walking the ruins we seen two different holy men in ceremony honoring their gods.  One had a very gentle and peaceful spirit. We were able to watch his offerings on the altar, from a hill above.

His  altars where stones set into an infinity symbol. Similar to how indigenous people here in the states set their stones into a circle to represent the circle of life. I just comparing cultures and nothing more.

After he was done John our leader approached his helper (maybe his wife) to see if he could explain to us his ceremony as we were from the United States.  He was very honored that we waited until he was done with his ceremony and started to share with us about his ceremony.  He spoke Spanish and John interepeted for us. 

He started out the ceremony with offering tobacco (was smoked) then he said  his prayers, 2nd he offered corn whiskey (the kind made for offering only not to drink) set it on fire along with his prayers, 3rd he offered Indian popcorn - set the kernels on fire, and prayed, and lastly he offered tobacco again and smoked it. Every offering was assisted by some type of fire with it. Usually lit by a gas type lighter.  There were 13 rounds of building the altar of worship. 

 He told us about the Mayan calendar and the purpose of different season’s of it.  First season was when you were conceived,  2nd when you were born, 3rd when you walked in your life destiny, 4th when you were an elder. Season’s of your life.

He talked about there were two guardians assigned to every person when they were born, to help us with our destiny in life.

In his culture they worship these guardians. 

 For me it was an honor to meet him and hear his story.  Yes, he was worshiping dieties that I do not worship, but what Creator said to me ‘watch how he worships with a true and grateful heart in all that he does’.

 This is very similar as in, the Old Testament priests and their ways of offering a way of holiness in their offering to Creator Yahweh.  There was a pattern in how they approached Creator Yawheh and the ceremony on the altar had  certain patterns to follow. (Incense was used then also) 

The enemy always comes in to steal, kill and destroy John 10:10

Creator created everyone to worship.  So this is what I looked at and noticed Murio’s whole heart was in his offering of worship. 

 I then had John interpret for me and told him I was Cherokee, when I said this he became like a little boy with a big smile and told me I have always wanted to meet a Cherokee ever since I was a child.  I knew this was an open door in sharing my culture with him and what we believed.

  He wanted to know my birthdate and shared with me the seasons of my life through the Mayan calendar.  He explained I was created for healing and wisdom  (yes even in other spirits and dieties can see who you are in the spirit). 

 So I exchange my culture how I have been taught.  I told him Cherokee’s only have one God and God’s name was Yehowi (Yehowah/Yahweh in Jewish Culture) and we also call Yehowi Creator of all.  He said yes Creator I know. 

We have sacred herbs that Creator gave to us to honor Him with, 

Prayers with Sacred Herbs

Tobacco – East, thankfulness, forgiveness, unity

Cedar – South, protector, purifies, royalty, courage, stamina

Releases pleasant scent to Creator, Cedar tree of Creator’s and

represent’s His power. 

Sage – West, safe, to save Yeshua saves, purify of neg thoughts,

Signals Creator for help

Sweetgrass – North, purifies, strength, endurance, unity, provision, set apart for Creator, braided together = unity and strength.

When we pray with these sacred plants there is a honoring to Creator that He receives and blesses us.   

We also have Yehowi sacred writings in a book that we call talking leaves.  

In Creator’s sacred writings he tells us about his love for us and all creation. How He wants to partner with us in all the we do, in our purpose of life here on earth.

 My purpose is to bring healing to the land.  He told me when you bring healing to the land you bring healing to the people, but you must touch the land and the people because if you don’t you will lose the healing purpose Creator has given you.

I told him we come to bring healing to your land, Creator’s sacred land.

I also told him that Creator has given me wisdom as I had prayed for this for many years.  

So we had an exchange of trust, and building relationship.

 I repented to him for not coming in my regalia, my priestly garments as I didn’t know we were coming here when I left this morning.  He said that is ok, I’m glad you are bringing healing to my land. Im glad you came and I got to meet my Cherokee friends. I asked if I could hug him and he said of course.  Then Cindy talked with him and hugged him also.  We know there is power in our hugs as we are filled with the One True Creator and carry the light of Jesus and His authority.

He wanted to bless us with a blessing prayer.  He used a sensor (similar to what the catholics use during prayer) filled it with  sacred leaves, set it on fire and swung it around our feet and body. 

We said our goodbyes after John talked to him more in Spanish.

 Of course we prayed in our spiritual language (tongues) and after we departed we closed the open portal that was to his dieties over us, and broke off anything that was not of Creator - Yahweh

When I go back I will meet up with Murio again and talk deeper with him. I will bring gifts to honor the Holy Mayan Spiritual Man.

I have been taught that when you go into another country with indigenous people, if you can meet with the spiritual prayer warriors which includes the holy men or women of a tribe, or what we call Traditional Warriors.

I have not done this very often, I had to wait until I was mature enough and asked Creator who I was to meet.  When I have done this (3times) I was blessed by the men and women I’ve met. To this day I still remember each meeting even though they have been years apart. I was touch deeply by them.

 Remember Jesus died for everyone here on earth and He wants us to bring His true love for them to experience.

Sometimes we will have encounters with people from other cultures that will touch you. You will know spirit to spirit. My spirit did recognize the spirit of peace and love in Murio.   My Creator - Yahweh is more powerful than any other deity and I know He is in me and I carry His light and love.  This is when I can go and build relationship without fearing others or who they worship. 

  But we are to be alert in what spirits are around us, or what spirits are in a person. 

 Jesus died for everyone and I mean everyone.  In Palenque Colombia there was a high ranking warlock named Raul.  Susie and John Bell build relationship with him, by asking him over for dinners, greeting him in the marketplace.  They loved on him and he gave his life to Jesus through them.  He told them they were the only ones (christians) who would be friendly with him and this is what got his attention.  This is how he knew they were real.  This is why I feel it is so important to meet someone and build a relationship, Jesus met us where we were at, we need to meet others where they are at.  We don’t need to bring religion, condemnation, telling people they are going to hell if they don’t accept Jesus.  We need to bring them and show them His love, love wins every time.  

Jesus told a minister once: “When you went and sat down with a Chinese man who sitting alone in a cafeteria, you did this unto me”.  

Let us remember this when we are out and about (no matter where you are at), remember to stop for the one!

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I looked up the Mayan Calendar after I got home this is what I found:

The Mayan calendar system, primarily the 260-day , links human life cycles to divine, natural rhythms rather than just linear time. Maya time is viewed as a series of recurring "burdens" (days/years) carried by deities. Life is seen as a series of energetic phases governed by birth signs, which define a person's character, spirit companion (nahual), and destiny. 

 Human Life Cycles

• The 260-Day Cycle: This sacred calendar combines 13 numbers and 20 day names to create unique energetic signatures. It is believed to represent the human gestation cycle, connecting the "heart of heaven," the human heart, and the "heart of the earth".

• Birth Signs (Nahual): According to traditional Mayan belief, the day you are born dictates your character traits, emotional direction, and life path. Each of the 20 days is associated with a spirit—an animal, element, or natural object—that acts as a spiritual guardian.

The "Burden" of Maturity: The Maya view time as a "burden" passed through a cosmic relay. As individuals age, they "carry" different phases of responsibility. The "burden" indicates the spiritual weight and  lessons of that period.

The 52-Year Cycle of Wisdom: Reaching 52 years, or the completion of a Calendar Round, is viewed as a significant milestone, representing the attainment of a full cycle of experience and wisdom, marking a transition into a new stage of life.

Deb Miller Robinson - Eagle Warrior

3-30-2026

Some Quotes are from Dale Mast Interview with Tyler Welch from deep end. Title: The Rise of David’s Anointing